grant me serenity

What if they see signs of thickening?  This is the thought running through my head as I sit drinking my coffee. It's been just over a year since Jake was diagnosed (He is doing great.  He sleeps until noon like most teenagers.  He is currently focusing on getting his driver's license, taking it one step at a time!) Which means it's time for Jennifer's check up.  HCM is genetic, so siblings should be tested every year until they hit 21, then just every five years.   Our appointment today is at 9:45.  So, if you could just say a quick prayer for my daughter, I would greatly appreciate it. Usually I have not problem writing down how I feel but today I just can't seem to put it into words, the anxiety, fear, helplessness... I'll be saying the serenity prayer all morning.